DEVIL

2011-07-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

sudden urge to blog lols

lifes fine
some new friends some old friends
i just dun get the reason y some stuff is happen the way it had happen
not you if you are thinking bout u

i guess its just me or the time is not here yet
seeing a friend whom just broke up
i realize its not just relationship
friendship could also easily be broken
so cherish what ever you have
you never know when all may be gone
and nothing will ever be the same

2011-06-06T20:01:00.001+08:00

hmmm this post is just for you hahas
busy lately have been having quiz, lab test and common test last one is friday before term break
stress hahas
hmmm not sure what to blog

you dun think too much uh relax dun stress lers ahas

LPY

2011-05-29T16:48:00.004+08:00

The one on the right is me, the one on the left is ... the girl someone almost kissed! :D
Hello, LPY is here!

I'm the one who changed this blogskin okay!(:
i couldn't find any better one, and I honestly think the html code is corrupted, because the skin turns out to be so messy still, ROAR

But I'm tired already, so I will change the skin again, when I'm like really freeeeeee :D

BYE BYE!(:

2011-05-29T15:36:00.001+08:00

long time since i blog lols
life is just flat for me going to school going home life is boring
lols anyone wanna color up my life?

2011-02-23T02:53:00.002+08:00

I have been thinking
Is age really catching up with me

I have always been a human living in the past
or
Maybe a human who try to live his life just by walking a step by a step

In life human needs dreams
in order to have those dream to be fulfilled
there must be a series of goals

now currently a goal or a dream is gone
a dream of being with my most loved
i really cant imagine me without you
but i can see or at least feel that you are happy
i can sense that thing are different in you
maybe he is meant for you
not a loser like me
at least the kid before 25 is over for you
as you said you don't want kids
i can still remember the plans we had
starting of last year you wanted a hamster
for the record
i research how to breed how to keep how to rear and how to take care one
i even got to forums look at pet shops for hamster whether to get one from shop or to get one from other human

but everything happen too fast for us
i never realize till i look at all the letters you wrote to me
our love faded long before i knew it
in our relationship i guess i did not have much conversation with you
its mostly bout me
i guess i never really knew you much
maybe i knew what wrong with our relationship
but my brain just keeps rejecting it
i do not want to break up with you
i treat all my relationship as just past present future tense
till i met you
everything change
you are the one that change me for real
i never thought of writing this
but 2 days ago before i slpt i was thinking bout you
when i am awake you msn me asking me for dinner
and today after watching g.g s2e3
i kept me thinking
C was just like me not the money but just playing round
till we found the one
and it left we just found out that even if we did anything
its too late
perhaps i shouldn't answer your calls
shouldn't even contact or think about you anymore
but i just couldn't help it
J J K they were my way to forget
and 3 prove to me that it will be very very hard
i no longer have feeling for anyone
but you
i wanted to keep a pair of hamster now
2 things stopping me
1st my dad but it won't be a problem much as if i bought them he would just say me for few days
and get over it
2nd is you i am afraid that if i really do keep them
my life would be just like the moon orbiting the earth hoping that earth would even look at me every night before she sleep

one thing i wanna hear from you
what is our problem
if you happen to got into this blog
answer me
whats wrong

i do not know whats wrong with me
i used to get over this kind of thing easily
its just like a walk in the park
but it have been tormenting me for a year
nth seems to help
i wanted to go over sea and maybe chill abit but i guess my family just cant support me currently
how

my 2nd dream is just over my pay grade
i have sent out 5 appeal and guess what 2 rejected me
deep down in my heart i already know my result
it wont work for me

1st dream as a support
2nd as a big dream

my support pillar is broken
and my dream is just falling a part
this is left with true friends and when i need you guys where are you

i dun know how long i can hold on
if anyone is reading this help me
yes nicholas soh is breaking down

Dear whoever

2011-01-30T17:08:00.002+08:00

30 Jan 1011 1700

things have nv been the same since march last year
i thought i was someone whom can let go and pick up new stuff fast but am i really who i think i am

when i was packing my room i found lots of stuff
thinking back am i really that bad
maybe i am suppose to be
will not find another girl as i may hurt her before i find out wad wrg with me and do something bout it

i just dun get it if 2 people could plan till marry and have kids what is possible or able to break them up

this i really could let go maybe i cant live with myself

next since i ord

bd is schooling joes working pang is living far from me i realise i have no friend
other then this 4 human i dun really think i have any true friends

since i am young primary second army poly why is this so am i really closing myself from the word outside

2011-01-08T03:34:00.002+08:00

I have been thinking lately
i never really celebrated my bday
yet this year my brothers gave me a surprise
if they came few hours earlier i may be happier
i have realize i dont and i never would have thing the way i wanted
is it me that is pushing too hard
or is it half of me giving everything up

what i wanted i always blew it
maybe i am born to disturb and irritate human around me
i had friends and i do not know why i also do thing that will upset them
i had someone whom i pin my hopes on
i realize i push her so much that she left me
maybe what i thought is true but if i never done that it would never happen

i am sorry for anyone whom i have hurt
i just cant live with myself
not knowing what to do now
totally lost helpless

what i say is not what i want
what i wanted was never what i have done

i really wish i could do what i hav plan a year ago
i really wish i could do it when i am 23 and 25

when i think back
i found out that you are the only one whom i talk most about to others
even others think we are so meant to be tgt
so what
things are now the past and never to be the future
i need more time to accept this fact that have happen for so long
i cant accept it i just do not know why

hope no one is reading this

Hebe Tian Fu Zhen - Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao

2011-01-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

stress

2010-12-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

hmmm i dont know what is the problem i am having
i dont think i even understand myself anymore
why did i stop working as a chef
as i wanted a normal 8-5 job
or i felt bad as i am always late

why did i even think of starting a company
i wanted it to work
but could it even work
its a question

i feel that things are coming against me one way or another 1 by 1
i dun really feel i could hold much longer
i cant really think right
any human could enlighten me please do so and fast

wants

2010-09-25T13:21:00.001+08:00

Lols suddenly realize I wanted lots of thing hmmm
I want a watch
I wanna upgrade my computer
I needed a proper job
I need to pass my o's
I wanted to go over sea
I want to pass my class 3
I wanted to have a car
I wanted a peaceful place to stay in
I wanted a nice 21 birthday
Lastly I want a gf hmmm

Hahas still got more cnt think of yet

2010-09-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

any friend i guess non will reply but
here goes
please any friends viewing this please
tag me telling me you are my friend lols doing a friend head count
or anyone miss me please sms or tag me
hohoho

2010-09-15T00:43:00.002+08:00

ord so what lols same life
hmmm thinking too much le ba this few days
even if we are really good friends
in a way i might bu xiao xin hai dao you n him
so might as well dun be friend with you

no more of this detach from fb le
soon will detach from some friends
trying to detach with the world
living in my own world
doing my own things

hmmm
i do not know wad i want
although i do know that i only wanted you to be happy
which is something that i could not give you
so maybe this is best
maybe this is me not good at human relationship at all

2010-08-11T13:03:00.002+08:00

6 more days hahas
i will do it uh hahas

hmmm dunno wad to blog shall blog wad i have done

sunday went to cherry but angie was underage so we move to soho
but soho event had something wrg
we rotted outside soho till bout 3 den move to boat quay
and had some drink lols

monday was national day
meet her at cp
walk few rounds and sent her home
hahas after that went to boat quay
finish the balance
had a question to ask how many ball bearing can a 3 l martell put
range from 2500 to 5000 and guess?

2010-07-14T14:05:00.001+08:00

its the 50 day today
wondering how can i be silly for 50 days hmmm
nt sure if my 50 days is worth it or not
but all i wanna do now is to get a smile on your face
let it will remain this way till idk when

2010-07-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

i am always there for you
i am there when you were bored
i am there when you were sad
i am there when you were angry
but am i there when you are happy
are you happy when you are with me?

hahas just being random
to be or not to be silly
i help the answer but
i also know which i should do
hahas

moment is good enough for me hahas
although its really moment only moment
but little thing count

2010-06-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm ns outside ns outside
Anyone with job to intro so I could be busy hahas
O`s coming after oral jiu really need a job
After that jiu is standard normal human life hahas
Hmmm anyone think before why life is such a straight line?
So boring hmmm
Every human have a purpose on earth
Someone tells me what's mine please
I lost track of myself

2010-06-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm time heals everything?
but what time do is create a gap between human for some they will not have anything to talk bout
For some it let both parties think through
for most of the human human bond is weaken

will it be the same leaving with no one to care bout
no one even feel my present
anyone at all even think of when its not round
just wondering

2010-05-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

Problem problem problem
time to face it and nt escape i guess
can forget bout de r problem
try to work for m problem
and hope it will help in f problem

i guess no more plan now is either
this or i have to find another way
either i really have to forget bout r

hahas btw last dismount
went out wid bd eva was great
hope joe will be more free
meet up soon

2010-05-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

Sunday
hmmm meet bd at mall
saw gary n dinnis smoke a stick went down to ps
lol went to ps to jio ppl smoke
jio till 9 still jioing to smoke
hahas but had a great day dunno y

monday
damn tired zzz
duty suck
planner suck
life suck

my Eyes is closing,
the sun is shining,
my head is bursting,
i am boring

2010-05-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm boring day
still thinking should i cut my hair
since woke up hahas

hmmm someone jio mii out leiis
hahas tml book in lers sians

2010-05-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm if i could if i dared if i can i will

hahas woke at 6 o.o den bd bo wake
so cancel de breakfast

now waiting for car to come and send mii to chalet hahas
althought in a way is i plan but its all done be wilson thanks
i dunno a shit but this hahas
but no mood to do anything also hahas

lets hope its not sucky

2010-05-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

hmmm yesterday was a boring day but a nice night
o.o wad i talking hahas

woke up late rush down to have the chalet meeting
went round looking for cake and went back home for bout an hour
off to outram pub 8 lols had a jug
and went to punggol marina
hahas tnx for pei-ing me the night
it was a great night
xD

2010-05-08T13:46:00.002+08:00

hmmm watch The Backup Plan yesterday
cute show lols went bugis for billiard lols
my billiard suck hahas

hmmm dunno what i thinking
but i just feel that we are too close
thats why i did not realy contact yoo
i am sorry

2010-05-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

hahas whole day did nth so bored
maybe i should start thinking
what do i want to do
what do i really wanted hahas

Wednesday movie anyone hahas

2010-04-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

if only time could stop or fast forward so thing can either pass slowly or faster
if only humans are easy to understand
if only humans know wad they wan and get it

i can tell people planning is good but i am afraid of planning now
afraid of losing
afraid of failing
i guess this is why some human or most are afraid of
and i am no different from any of them
this suck if i could only not be a human

if we could choose again
choose wad we wan to see
wad we wan to do

Bored

2010-04-28T18:57:00.002+08:00

lols new mii new friends maybe i have changed but not sure for good or better

let the pass be the pass and
lets change the future by
doing something else in the present hahahs

hope thing will turn out well hahas

Is it me

2010-03-10T02:51:00.001+08:00

Hmmm just been thinking bout what we have done the time spent tgt i am not a good bf i guess i fail as a bf a human a friend hmmm
just wanted to say yesterday suddenly so helpless worried as you said you may not reply cuz charge phone but in the end till tkl morning den reply i really felt lost
and is it me or as this tew day i can felt that you are spme how easily irritated hmmm hopfully its just me i really dunno how and why just hope nth happen
i can feel that without you i would really hurts damn lot

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch

Random

2010-02-24T17:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i keep wondering whether old people are happy although they tend to forget things fast but isn't it good as in at least you are looking forward and is some what happy and if you are unhappy maybe few hours or even min later you will forget and be happy again hmmm

2010-02-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmm a long time since new year was boring this year hmmm duty on 14 n 16 feb and 18 to 25 feb hmmm spent mostly in camp life is getting more and more boring round here hmmm book in n out seems to be a chore
even when i am out is either i am tired or simply no mood to do anything sry dear if this few day i like no mood no mood like tat

hmmm been thinking what to do after ord do i really wanna study or just f it and work lol study is a muz but hmmm
even if i wanna study wad should i study hmmm or should i work but work wad?
Hmmm lol dun care la bored duty soon

2009-12-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

Long time since i am here

Hmmm just hate those ppl who say can but cnt do it but i know is not their fault
whatever ppl can go out ppl can report sick so wad i can do sh!t hmmm
nvm la just fuk de system and relax trust me i will

2009-10-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

HumaN a strange but yet loving creature.Devil an evil and narrow hearted one is hard to be with human
human and devil relation is hard to maintain
wad are friends I am wondering for bout 20 years of my life on earth
it is saddening.Someone once told me when I am in primary school
you will know new friends when you reach sec sch so if they dun contact yoo nvm
hmmm when I reach sec sch same thing nxt time in poly or wad ever you will know new friends
but wad I wanted was not new friends I wanted true friends
do I have true friend do those 2 human count as true friend
wad are true friend
I really do not understand can someone enlighten me
or should I do my Mia thing forever just do my stuff dun care bout the world
just let time run pass me

I come across a pharse
sometimesall you can do is laugh to keep yourself from crying
although I dun cry out loud mayb that help my heart from crying
hmmmm human is really hard to understand
earth suck hais

2009-09-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2009-08-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

2009-07-29T12:38:00.001+08:00

Hmmm and I thought it will be a good day but
wishes nv come true lol 3 xtra hmmm
dunno whether I am sad or wad hmmmm
damn sians jiu diu lers

zzzzz

2009-07-27T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmm feeling lonely to the max
feeling boring to the max
feeling sad to the max

never felt so lost no one with me
never felt so odd no one to really talk to
never felt so sians all strange faces

can it be like old time?
Hope next mounting won't be so if not ...

2009-07-14T16:45:00.002+08:00

Lol human are strange creature although they feel lonely
but they wanted to be alone hmmm
I am more to a human now man zzz
I really wanted to be alone but sometime I dun wanna have the lonely feeling
but wad I am feeling or maybe wad I am doing now is to try and talk less be less social
haha dunno wad I thinking

2009-07-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

Things change life change
one wrong step could make you regrat for your life

something I regrated some I didn't but wanted to make full use of my life now
I hope I could do it I think I can

feel lyk wanting my old self back but is my new me better?
Hmmm

2009-06-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

Why is this lyk this hmmm 1month 2 weekend 4day eaten
Never return us our 4day nvm hmmm now still off but need to go for thing so lyk no off
Den Tuesday to nxt Thursday need to stay hmmm wad is this I really dunno if this carry on I dunno wad will I do

2009-06-13T14:32:00.001+08:00

LOL hmmm now resting in bunk thinking wad to do over the week end hmmm
and where should I go oversea this year hahas
Hmmm post more next time

2009-06-09T21:10:00.002+08:00

hmm lets see i am broke and they give off hmmm
den off end today tml get pay hmmm

WELCOME to ***
hahas

anyway yesterday went to bugis wid biscuit walk round nth much to buy
wanted to buy some clothes
watch blood play pool
went to ps walk walk i really wanted to start collecting sword
should i?

today was a boring day wanted to go out with yu xuan n kay but doze den lazy hahas
but meet biscuit he pei mii go cut hair den headed home hahas

2009-05-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

hmmm a boring post again hahas
anyway i do not think anyone will read

kkay
firstly i wanna change my way of life
hmmm try not to get angry so easily

secondly i muz save up hahas

hmmm nth liao i think

hahas just a boring post during a boring time hahas

2009-05-18T18:28:00.001+08:00

Bored hmmm today monday Thursday soon I guess hope it come faster
Dun really wanna stay on camp hmmm

2009-05-17T17:19:00.002+08:00

Bored thinking was to do after my ns should I go sim or do my o hmmm
thank for this tower duty it can let mii think hmmm
I feel lyk I am wasting my life for a few years still wondering why am i living hmmm how ...
I shall stop here

2009-05-16T06:35:00.002+08:00

lol a day have past not bad ba this week wont be so tired hahas hmmm muz remember to buy ipod charger hahas..

2009-05-13T20:05:00.001+08:00

hmm tml is another day which i have to stay in camp for 8 day 7 night sians
ahas

BORED

2009-05-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

lols tml book in back lers
this "long weekend" was fast hmmm
had to go back in and stay
wondering why we dun have weekends hahas
nvm any way just now beri sians uploaded pop de pictures which is 5 mth ago hahas

those whom wanna see
1 and 2

2009-05-05T18:38:00.002+08:00

hmmm bored human are funny animal some just is so cb some is just showing euu he is so good but backstabbing behind euu hmmm some are really nice den kanna bully hmmm it is really hard to study humans life bored every other week hmmm

2009-03-29T02:20:00.001+08:00

2009-02-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

i cant believe that i am in ns for bout 5 mth and i am still not use to it
hais

this suck i am not sure why i have the feeling of just fucking it and run to a far far away placebest is to my home hell if i am a real devil at least i may feel better there
but i have yoo yoo made mii pull thur so much but i dun really think i can hold on anymore hais
it really suck dunno how people endure thru this kind of shit

if it wasnt yoo i guess i wont to out so often as i will be somehow fighting or scolding ppl inside which will cause me to stay during the weekend or even to the db hais
wondering how long can i endure

life really sux hais wtf wth this suck
this system is a killer hais
just hope nth will go wrong

always love yoo ^^

2008-12-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm having course this few day till 9jan so wanna ask mii out plz do so
as if i am not wrong after 9jan i wont be out of camp so often
hope i was wrong^^

2008-12-21T17:10:00.003+08:00

Boyfriend internet got problem, he cant post so im here to help him blog. He went to had lunch with his family, go his ah ma house, go pray pray his ah gong then go compass point buy food go home cook. He is booking in to his unit tmr! First day, guai guai kaes. (: I love you my dearest boyfriend!

Im the source of happiness for my boyfriend!

Forever and it shall be;

2008-12-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday is over dont have to think bout it
today is a gift so make good use of it
while tml is something for you to hope as it may or may not come

so just make good use of every single second of your life

hahas dunno wad to blog

2008-12-11T17:09:00.002+08:00

do not think that something is not there just because you cant see it

2008-12-08T12:44:00.002+08:00

hmmm dunno why but yoo are showing me that something is wrong
i not sure what but i got a bad feeling bout this and i dunno why and wad i could do hais

hmmm if there is anything just say i am here to help or at least help yoo loosen some trouble
plz dun do this to me it feel bad hais

2008-12-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

hmmm 9 more days to pop
lets see
book in tml att b
wednesday day 1
thursday day 2
friday do shit
sat book out

and wa la
monday book in tuesday pop ^^

looking forward to the so few but so
much free time i have to be with yoo
i miss being with yoo everyday yoo are nt with mii
dear i love yoo ^^

2008-11-27T22:56:00.001+08:00

GET WELL SOON;

I MISS YOU.

2008-11-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hohoho!

Hi Baby! you are looking right HERE !!!! I'm so in love with you :DDDDDDDD

I dont know what else to post already! (:

2008-11-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

He is asking me to post for him, So to be a good girlf i help him. (:

SO I BLOG FOR YOU ALREADY!

opportunity is something we gotta hold on to =)

I Heart You manymany ♥

2008-10-28T21:46:00.003+08:00

hahas bored tml booking in i was on attend c for yesterday and today
sick damn sick mo de yao not good one wont cure de
so went out see doctor now better le hahas
got to go back to the toopid place hahas

hahas dear thanks for always being with me
hahas anyway i love you so muchie ^^
sorry if i like abit attitude towards you yesterday
maybe i did but i did not know

hahas lost of word dunno what to post suddenly hahas
so thats all for this post
6more weeks pop lo

2008-10-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

Its nearly 1AM in the morning now, i still cant get to sleep. Probably im missing you la. And i realised i havent been posting for you for quite sometimes already, Take good care of yourself there alright?! And drink more water :) , Life sucks?! You sure?! LOL!

I love you. :)

2008-10-19T11:35:00.003+08:00

i am not sure what to blog
life really suck now hais

hmmm thanks for being with me dun worry girl i will always be with you
no matters what happen
your dream will never happen
trust me ^^
i am not good at words
so i am not sure what to type now
i love you girl
sorry for not being with you most of the time

2008-10-08T23:29:00.004+08:00

PEEKABOO!

While munching chocolate in my mouth i decided to blog for you today, We were on phone for less then 15mins today i dont even have enough time to ask you stuffs la. And he said he wanna catch movie this saturday, So he asked me to text bd and ask bd to jio mandii along too.

2008-10-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hello-Wello, Its me again la. Blogging for him everyday till i dont even know what should i actually type la. And i just realised that all my posts was almost the same everyday. So i guess not only readers is bored now about reading, i myself reading or typing it also feels the same yea?! But i sometimes i really dont know what i want to post for him, I did buy stuffs for him today la. And he text ed me about his funny dream yesterday, ROFL. He is thinking too much there, Or maybe he wanna get out from there soon?! C:

And i realised that today is the longest posts he ever had la! Haha.

2008-10-06T22:19:00.005+08:00

PEEKABOO!

Im here to blog for him again. He is nagging "today only monday lor WTF" And I told him not to worry he will get to see me on saturday la, He will miss me inside yea, dont he? Haha, and im going to the supermarket tmr to help him buy stuffs too so that saturday he doesnt need to rush himself . Im a goody la, and he is treating me very very very very good now! Shall end here for him, Nights. C:

Bi, i love you more each day.

2008-10-05T11:15:00.001+08:00

hahas sadded 7 more hours back to shity place hahas bored
still very tired hahas hope everything just pass by fast
this 2 year will be long for me i guess lols

shall end here dunno what to post ^^

2008-10-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

hahas bored sia hais
every standard wake up do shit den eat den do shit again den eat den go back rest
hais den sat bout noon book out go home wash clothes den go out awhile
den go back slp den wake up pack bag prepare to book in
cb their shit is like want us be so tried that we will just go home n rest den go back do shit
it is so fucking boring lors hais
toopid sia why muz do all this shit hais
2year fuking waste of my time hais
it is like ******* waste of time
*** is like beri like to drag time
den we late we wrong they never think of whether they are wrong or not
*** suck cock la zzz

2008-10-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

Eh devil is an assy, he wants me to help him blog again for this two days. He will book out on the saturday afternoon and he requested that i needa to be there to fetch him, He must be good to me cos i do so manymany stuff for him. And im on the phone with him now. C:

2008-10-01T17:35:00.002+08:00

lols 2 weeks inside it was like very long for the first few days
but on the last 2 day we was like sitting down thinking
it is like yesterday we just got to bmtc2 unpacking our bag and we are now packing our pack
hahas
and the 3 days outside is like so fast sia
i feel as if i just got out but i was bout to go in damn sians nors lols

lalalalala

2008-09-30T14:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm finally can touch my com wahahas yesterdae book out chiong go home
bath le jiu rush down to chinatown fetch her home hahas
lata going to watch movie wid her ahhas
hmmm
army damn sians
saf know how to drag time sia lols
wake up 5bx den eat den do toopid thing den eat den toopid thing again
damn toopid lors lols

2008-09-29T09:15:00.003+08:00

PEEKABOO!~

He is coming out in 10Hours times, He should be doing some stupid exercise there now. And i've been so so so lazy to help him blog for the past few days. And that pig failed his 2.4 la, So easy still can failed .__. lousy ass.I wont be posting for him for this few days cos he is back and can do it la. Plus i will be working at afternoon so probably i reach home i sleep. Haha. Shall end here, And he will pick me up after my work later. C:

ANOTHER 10HOURS.

2008-09-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hello-Wello,

Im very very tired but still im here blogging for him, seeing him in another 4 days time. He promise to pick me up after my work. C:
I shall end here, NIGHTS.

ANOTHER 4DAYS!

2008-09-24T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello Hello,

I've got nothing better to do now so im here blogging for him again. I think his rather busy with his stuffs today, Because he didnt rang or text me today. And almost everywhere rains today, so i guess he should be happy there. ((((: And he told me last night that he is gonna buy many many many things back to his camp because he realised he needa that.

ANOTHER 5DAYS! (:

2008-09-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hello-Wello,

PEEKABOO!~ I just hang up the call with him, he caught many many spider in his bunk today. And he scolded vulgarities on the line because of spiders. His a NOOB, Cos he plan to fail his IPPT test tmr. ROAR!! He wasnt suppose to call me today actually, beats me when i see his call. Happily chatting just now before hanging up and, Now his phone battery low again. Theres work tmr for me, but i know he will be eager to see alot alot of posts when he book out :)
And that explain why i should be here blogging for him! Haha *inserts a million smiles.
post again some day. (:

Goodbye people. Lotsa love. (:

ANOTHER 6 DAYS! (:

2008-09-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

PEEKABOO!~
Im here posting for him again! Haha. Devil is sleeping now, Cause he got fire drill later. His phone battery are very very very limited now, So we can only chat for like 15 mintues?! His having sun-burn everywhere on his body, And he complained to me just now saying that why tekong no rain!! ROFL. I shall end here. (:

ANOTHER 8 DAYS!

2008-09-19T16:54:00.001+08:00

PEEKABOO!~

Devil slept around 2300 yesterday. He told me he did alot of things in the day, but i forgot what he did already. Didnt help him post yesterday night, But i did rang him up last night for some usual talking. (:

Aonther 10DAYS. (:

SEE YOU! (:

2008-09-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

Peekaboo!

Im here to help him blog again. He is on his bed now, probably sleeping soon! His a FAT PIG. And poor boy him got to wake up at 4am tmr. And he is calling me at 9plus tmr morning. hmm, another 12 more days and he is out! He promise me to bring me to movie! And im still waiting. He is bored inside, people do text him yea. (:

shall end here.

Nights. (:

PEIWEN!~

DEVIL FIRST DAY!~

2008-09-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today is devil first day in NS and is my first post for him. And he is complaining alot of things to me now. And he bought dunhill RED in to tekong, his the only one who bring that. And im talking to him on the phone NOW! (:

And he is saying my computer very busy so,

Shall end here.

PEIWEN!~

2008-09-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

lols today sux sians anyway i will not be posting soon but
please do sms me hahas

2008-09-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

edited part
hahas this is just for my master lols
meet bd at bout 2 if i nv remember wrgly
hahas dunno why whole day was either chatting on phone sms or msn wid HER
lols really wish time will stop or repeat round this few days
hahas btw meet bd le we went to cathay to watch bangkok dangerous
lols after the show i zitao go all de way down go take train le
hahas ps ar pang n bd lols
when i tab in the mrt then i found out only 3 min from ps to chinatown
hahas anyway waited for her to feng gong den we went to 684 eat
SHE eat le jiu go find her mother awhile lols
and we eat le went void deck slack ^^
SHE join us awhile lata and we slack fer awhile
pei HER walk home hahas
SHE funny nors from mall to 684 she complain far
den 684 to her house she sae near hahas

hmmm stop here ba need to go ba msn chat wid her ^^

lols dunno what to post
just feel like craping

today is 14sep and i am going to the ns on 16sep
i am not sure if few days back i dun really care bout ns
or just bluffing myself
but today when i reach home suddenly
its either sad or scare i not sure lols
its like camping but with all different people of different type of people
and i do not get to go home as normal camp can
hais
its like 2week not on main land
cannot find friends cannot sms cannot call
ahhh dunno la lols

i will stop here ba sians
buaiis

2008-09-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

lols sorry i was late just now hahas
hmmm sians sia hahas 2 more days
rawr

this week should be my best week sia
tnx sia nt sure why but being with you
i am contented hahas
tnx hahas

what a long name i hab btw lazy put in my blog hahas

so random my blog today lols
dunno wad to post but feel like blogging so
tata buaiis

2008-09-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

hahas today cnt wake again lols
idk why tml muz wake hahas try la
hope can lols

pei my mum to sgh today
she wanted to had a op
it was like waste time lors
we reach and waiting for our no to be called
when her no is called she went in
bout 5 min she went out
i asked her why she said must dunno find which expert
then after awhile she went in again and same 5min went out
and need to wait for another doctor wtf
so what sia

but left at 545 to meet her lols
thought i late sia lucky i nv hahas
waited for joe and we went sgn garden eat hahas
and went to void deck slack hahas

tml botak
wtf
lols nvm la 1 life time once nia so fuk care hahas

Buaiis

2008-09-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

damn it man it is like 5 more days lols
hmmm i will try to use these 5 day till like as long as i could
hope i could hahas dun talk about that first ba hahas

just now went to tm to watch movie lols
it is horror the last part was abit scary but
some part you can really laugh it out man hahas
not bad that show hahas
nt sure why but damn cold lors inside the cinema hahas
came out and drag 2 stick of dunhill red nice hahas
den went to plaza to meet guan as he pass us some things ^^
thanks man hahas

dunno wad to post le hahaas

2008-09-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

hahas today like i am very buy man
wake up at 7plus
reach outram park at 750 lols den was like rushing
done my dental and all and went to chinatown to meet peiwen lols
she was complaining she is tired and she do not want to slp early o.o
hahas

pei her fer a cig time and she went to work
i was mad i guess went back to cp and was browsing item at cold storage
hahas

reach home at about noon den pang called me to buy cig for him
so i went down hahas buy le cig i ask him to come my house
as he dunno wanna go where
and he was slping at my bed zzzzzzzzz
woke him up at 5plus and rush him abit lols
cuz i maybe late and went to meet her again
went to 401 eat with bd n her and slack near bd house hahas

bd was like crapping all the way nors
hahas somehow i felt like it a very happy day unsure why lols

tata gonna sleep le tml need to wake up early ^^

2008-09-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

dunno whats wrong with me sia went so many place today lols
first i met joe at cp
we went round checking things and brought a zippo hahas
a purple one ^^

den went to sgh joe wanted to get mc hahas
maybe we enter the wrong entrance lost inside sia
and we walk and ask and found at last
lucky it isn't long waiting hahas

after that we went queentown to eat and walk in ikea hahas
den yi cell him and we went to find him in east coast
lols sorry ar i ps them halfway
but really have to go home catch some sleep ahhas

hmmm tml dinner book hahas

2008-09-06T22:32:00.001+08:00

hmmm..seem like a long time since i went out with my parent
went to tm and buy e51 lols the queue was so long that after we buy the phone
we went to eat and it was like 10 when i reach home hahas
saw some out my sec mate at soul garden just now when i was eating hahas

nth post le buaiis

2008-09-05T22:12:00.001+08:00

lols
sometimes wonder why is my life like is just like a line
no changes
is it me that is not really open to most thing and not wanting to do things?
or what

hahas
now trying to find a perspective
looking at courses and choosing them
hope i get a good one that i like and will do well in
it will be a long 2 years for me as i think i may not be able to make as much friends
as normal people do in camp due to my quietness or anitness
just hope everything goes smoothly ^^

singapore police really takes their time
i went for the shortlisted interview few months back
and still no news
i guess there is no hope but
really wish they would choose me man
if i am in i will do my best in there
maybe i am just dreaming back to look for lesson to take

2008-09-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

lols went to a bbq few days back
lols i went to a bbq and i somehow only ate 1 chicken wing and a some other food for the whole day
lols

hmmm some note i pick from the net today cause of boredness

The Nine Satanic Statements

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!

2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!

4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!

5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!

6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!

7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!

8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!

9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth

1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.

3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.

4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.

7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

9. Do not harm little children.

10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.

11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.

The Nine Satanic Sins

1. Stupidity

2. Pretentiousness

3. Solipsism

4. Self-deceit

5. Herd Conformity

6. Lack of Perspective

7. Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies

8. Counterproductive Pride

9. Lack of Aesthetics

2008-08-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

i do not think that i will think this way but
i really feel that i could faster get into ns
even if i am not choosen for the police

shortlist so long still no notice i think i out le ba
lols
who care i am maybe just something that noone wanted ^^

so hoping sep 16 faster come sia
den go camp hope i spent my time in there better then my life now

dunno why ths few dae machiam emo lyk tat zzz
hais

2008-08-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm bad day today
maybe everyday is a bad day for me
alone at home somehow rotted and waiting for time to pass

today is the same somehow passing my uniform life
but somehow i was glad

someone phone me to ask me to go out
for most of you it would be boring going out
not for me as i do not really have lots of friends
and if you are really one of mine i hope you will think that i am a good one
anyway went green to meet him along with bd and 3 ger
we played pool for awhile and sit outside to slack
who know some ki siao de ppl sae i diao them wtf
like i know them like that
maybe because my face got some words
come beat me please if you are not happy as i can help you clam down
wtf lors

gangster rock ar
or really my face got put those words
just beat me la

人不犯我,我不犯人
lols this term does not exist trust me
maybe it do but it does not apply to me
what did i fucking do to them?
why is it me

am i really hated
fuck the world man

everyday pass by
and each day add more and more to
why am i living in this world
maybe without me this world would be better

wondering who am i
who am i to you
who am i to them
who am i to myself

nobody?
just something that use singapore resources
eating singapore food
drinking singapore water
using a singapore ic
something that keep itself in his dark cold room

how i wish i could just walk one day and get knock by a car
i guess that would not be any soul going to my funeral
sometimes i do not know should i be optimistic or pessimism
i am hopeless i think

at least to most
at least to myself

2008-08-10T06:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..
what joe stated i am somehow trying to close myself
trying to let no one to understand me
why do i feel that it is beta this way?

i remember when i am small maybe p1 or 2
i have no friends
i dun realli care
it is because i am small?

when i grow older i tried to make friend maybe p6
but nothing really happen

when i am even older i made friends
so somehow i felt that they are my friend
why cause i have some one to finally talk to
i have trust in
wtf happen they either just backstab
or they are friends of you cuz they wanted to gain something from you

when you are down who can you count on friends?
wtf is friends can some idiot tell me

i guess no one will tell me ba

it is really true that gangster rock?
they own the entertaining line?
pool?
lan?

wtf
they dun like yoo yoo would not survive ?

what the hell is this
lets just say friend who really can define friends?

are those you help before or befriended with before
going around saying all the bad thing about you?
or maybe just making up something?

wtf wondering if i really died who will care about me except my parents?
maybe 1?

so my 19 years of life is for me to learn all this and get few friends?

i really cannot stand it man
when ever i get out of my house
i see couples
nvm bout that

i see group of ppl walking round
and i am alone?
or am i born to be a loner?

i cant stop thinking today i dunno why but
i wish i would not think bout all this but

is it true that
what you see if not true
what you think may not the thing
what is right is wrong
while what is right is wrong
friends only seem to be friend and will soon fade to enemy
it is all just an illusion

i really hope i can be just a small kid
dun really care about all this

i am a real failure
looking at people gain friends fast why cant i
i am really unsure why i care so much but...

i somehow feel like going back to my shell
living in a world of ME , MYSELF AND I

2008-07-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

wahahas
what the hell is LBP

Low blood pressure, also referred to as hypotension, is blood pressure that is so low that it is causing symptoms or signs due to the low flow of blood through the arteries and veins. Some of the symptoms of low blood pressure include: light-headedness, dizziness, or even fainting if not enough blood is getting to the brain. Diseases and medications can also cause low blood pressure. When the flow of blood is too low to deliver enough oxygen and nutrients to vital organs such as the brain, heart, and kidney; the organs do not function normally and may be permanently damaged.

light-headedness idk wad lai de
dizziness sometimes
fainting nono tq

and why i lose so much weight?

Weight loss can be intentional, such as with dieting and exercise, or unintentional and be a manifestation of illness. Weight loss can result from a decrease in body fluid, muscle mass, or fat. An decrease in body fluid can come from medications, fluid loss, lack of fluid intake, or illnesses such as diabetes. A decrease in body fat can be intentially caused by exercise and dieting, such as for obesity. Weight loss is normal after pregnancy. The loss of weight and lack of nutrition associated with a chronic illness is referred to as cachexia. Unexplained, unintentional weight loss is often a result of illness and should be evaluated by a healthcare professional.

Causes of Weight Loss

hmmm dunno which one dun realli care just post fer fun wahahas

just living my life dun realli tink someting would happen hor

2008-07-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

someone told me

enjoy my life b4 my ns
how sia
i just felt i am somehow in my lonely world
alone uncared
keep getting this sia hahas
idk
hais planning ahead if nt i will regrets?
plan fer myself ar hahas
mayby i am lazy
or just couldn't be bother at all ba

i sometime just felt like rotting all the way with my life
but is it really what i wanted?

i do not even know what do i wan lors
what should i do?
hahas
maybe just continue
to ROT

2008-07-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm dunno wan happi or nt
lols
bout 12 - 1 am like tat a toopid computer sms me
zzz

ask me 15/7 go 28 irrawaddy rd where lai de sia lols
still nid 815am wake up
WTF
hahas

erm who friend wanna go see movie wid me tell me plz tq

hmmm dunno wad to post le

2008-07-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

hais damn bored wahahas
hmmm..rot at home again nors
lols de mac toopid one i cor dun wan pick up
my sis cor den pick up

lols
dunno wad to blog le
zzz

2008-07-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

early in de morning woke up by bd cor LOL
den he came my house and bought a drink from starbucks fer me
hahas

we dota-ed awhile and went to nchs to find ahyong
he damn slow wait my time lors lols
saw ben and after slackin awhile i went to bd house
lols

den he bath all this and went to mall to meet ck n others
zzz we are suppost to meet at 3 den we reach bout 4
still have ppl haven reach lors hahas
should dota at bd house hahas

den took 72 to tm and watch hancock
hahas funny show

and jiu go home le damn sians nors zzz
hais

finish reportin mr blogger hahas
buaiis
back to de world wid me n myself ba
EMO

2008-06-30T22:58:00.001+08:00

hahas nth blog
dunno wad to blog
sians
bd faster go out leiis

2008-06-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm
went to pp and eat sushi wid my family
just felt tat beri long nv go out n eat wid them so i tag along lors
lols on the way i was thinkin who really do know me
to me i onli feel that *** know mii nia
mayb i think too much
but he my onli childhood friend plus we tgt most of the time last time
hope time can return to last time so i wont do
miss those times
wad i should nt n do wad i should
regrets lots but who care
lols

i can keep tellin ppl
wad is past is past
look fer de present
look fer de future

but i dun think i could do it
BORED
no star to see today sians hahas

end here ba oso dunno wad to post le

2008-06-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

lols someone ask me to post hmm
so there goes nth
rotted at home nors zzz wad to post??

found out something
whats is there isn't
whats seem to be isn't
whats meant to be isn't
the fact may not be the truth
but those things mayb seem to be

nothing will always be there
nothing will really goes like what you wanted
friends may not be friends
foe may not be foe
maybe someone you do not really know is your true friend
or maybe not

human is a funny thing
say one thing while doing the otherwise
hahas
lazy crap le
post le hor dun say i nv post

2008-06-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Damn bored lols
hmmm went to green yesterday if i nv remember wrgly
hahas dota dota dota
now tired of it sia lols
abit tired of sg sia how
rawr

lols
nxt wk who wan pei me go town walk walk ar
sms mii hor tq

2008-06-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

here to chase away the flies

hmmm 7/9 meet joe at cp
lols we was thinkin where to go sia
den bd cor so ask him come cp meet up
we walk round cp and saw Amelia
and folo her to ally to meet people
lols slack awhile and went *** to meet *** n ***
hahas send there eat cake n went back to cp meet bd

after tat took the last train
lucky lors
to cini kbox hahas
we were so high lors like all drink alot but we are nt drinkin
lols
bd like damn hungry like that eat damn lots
sang till 4plus joe slpt
wtf

woke up at 6 cuz till 6 de kbox hahas
went to take mrt and slack at cp hahas

today leiis meet ck zy bd aloy ben n pang
i nt the lastest lors i late king ppl win mii somemore zzz
went to vivo watch kongfu panda hahas
funny show lors hahas
nth much to say hahas