HumaN a strange but yet loving creature.Devil an evil and narrow hearted one is hard to be with human
human and devil relation is hard to maintain
wad are friends I am wondering for bout 20 years of my life on earth
it is saddening.Someone once told me when I am in primary school
you will know new friends when you reach sec sch so if they dun contact yoo nvm
hmmm when I reach sec sch same thing nxt time in poly or wad ever you will know new friends
but wad I wanted was not new friends I wanted true friends
do I have true friend do those 2 human count as true friend
wad are true friend
I really do not understand can someone enlighten me
or should I do my Mia thing forever just do my stuff dun care bout the world
just let time run pass me

I come across a pharse
sometimesall you can do is laugh to keep yourself from crying
although I dun cry out loud mayb that help my heart from crying
hmmmm human is really hard to understand
earth suck hais

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Hmmm and I thought it will be a good day but
wishes nv come true lol 3 xtra hmmm
dunno whether I am sad or wad hmmmm
damn sians jiu diu lers

zzzzz



Hmmm feeling lonely to the max
feeling boring to the max
feeling sad to the max

never felt so lost no one with me
never felt so odd no one to really talk to
never felt so sians all strange faces

can it be like old time?
Hope next mounting won't be so if not ...



Lol human are strange creature although they feel lonely
but they wanted to be alone hmmm
I am more to a human now man zzz
I really wanted to be alone but sometime I dun wanna have the lonely feeling
but wad I am feeling or maybe wad I am doing now is to try and talk less be less social
haha dunno wad I thinking



Things change life change
one wrong step could make you regrat for your life

something I regrated some I didn't but wanted to make full use of my life now
I hope I could do it I think I can

feel lyk wanting my old self back but is my new me better?
Hmmm